This is true in two ways :) which makes me sad :(

Lack of Cardio

That cat is gonna nut.

Burger patty press still in the cardboard

Now you need ext to compensate

I don’t know if this is worth anything to you, just know you’re not alone in your struggle. I get it too. I constantly agonize over how to just let things go, even the old scars. I think I cope with it best by accepting the human nature of it. Any creature reacting to negative stimulus with enough memory to remember the event would do the same. I was hurt, monkey no like hurt, think about how to prevent hurt. loop for x times. Many factors can multiply x. We get some bonus multipliers from the neurodivergence, sure, but It’s normal enough for Disney to make a song out of the feeling afterall. You’re doing well to control your substances, I’d benefit from the same. Take care stranger.

The preferred alternative is a healthy relationship after enough therapy, the latter being a [pay]wall for some

Been there, done that. Know what this comic looks like to me? Metal stability.

I’m putting ten in the bathtub and naming it Steve.

SMB/NFS