When I still worked in the corrections system there was an incident where several of the female inmates jumped another woman because, during a conversation, she called her mother an evil cunt, and said death was to good for her. Turns out, her mom sold her for sex since she was a toddler, and these other women badly beat her, without ever even wondering why someone would say that about their mother.
Just to be clear, my mom’s not on that level and doesn’t deserve to die, nor is she an evil cunt (I’d say closer to an uncaring [insert-unflattering-comparison-of-your-choice-that-isn’t-toooffensive]), but I won’t be praising her for much either.
Oh, I didn’t assume your mom was like that. There is fffaaaarrrr less vile shit that would qualify for no contact. When you are in the corrections system, you just begin to see more common terrible things as “normal”, and only the really, truly, fucked up shit stands out. So this is the story I remember, because it was so fucked every jaded, dead inside, asshole, working at the jail was talking about it.
I wonder if it’s a prison thing. Like, perhaps lots of offenders, or at least a portion of them, are moms which may have done quite violent things to protect their children. So then it’s become like a prison rule that “you don’t criticise moms”, and prison rules are obeyed no matter what.
Like say there are cases of people actually being tried for CSAM for having naked selfies of themselves on their phone when they were underage. It’s not too common, and that would be the far end. But then like small transgressions of like 15years with 17-18 year old men. That guy gets charged for sexually assaulting a minor and goes to prison for it and you know they’re not gonna listen to reason about it being “an exaggeration”, he’s just treated as bad as any pedo might. Well I may be putting it a bit black and white, but I’m sure you understand what I’m getting at.
Mom’s in general are a rather terrifying force. Usually for good. But I’d hate to be on the bad side of that when it turns bad.
Like this is what the good side looks like, imo. (Say what you will about the franchise, I’ve still emotional connetion to it before the author went completely mask-off cuckoo.)
I genuinely can’t watch that without tearing up a bit. Even just now when I just watched the clip, lol.
There’s also a quote from a Doctor Who Christmas Special, where a mom from the 1940’s goes through a portal to a scifi world in the future where there’s industrial workers, who stop her at gunpoint. She turns the tables on them, despite there being three industrial workers with guns all of them, she gets the drop on them by disarming them by crying. The woman worker demands they drop their guns. Then she pulls out a pistol, “it’s wartime England”, and drops the act. Bill Bailey’s character says to her “There’s nothing you could say to convince me you’d ever use that gun.”
And her reply is just: “Oh really? Well, I’m looking for my children.”
The reasons are individual and vary greatly. A lot of them were actually badly abused by their mothers. Their mother has narcissism, or some other personality disorder, and they were raised in an environment that, though they were abused, they internalized it, and believed their mother when she said it was their fault. So they, very deeply, want nothing more than the approval of their mother/family in general. Even when they consciously know this is the reality of their situation it still doesn’t change their desires, and they develop defensive tendencies towards their abuser. In more recent times the demographics of correctional facilities have been changing. White women, who are from much more wealthy, than normal, backgrounds, are the fastest growing demographic in the US penal system. The vast majority of their convictions are possession, or crimes surrounding drug use. Possession, prostitution, theft, and fraud are the big ones. A good number of these women actually had good parents, and home lives. Their reasons for falling into the desperation that leads to drug use are more external, and systemic, than what was most common in times past.
Point being, there is no one factor that holds the most weight for this type of thinking. I could be here for hours discussing demographics, programs, approaches, outcomes, recidivism rates, etc. as my primary job was data analysis for what was called the offender management system (OMS). I don’t have it in me right now.
So she bore me, but didn’t technically birth me. But thats semantics and I don’t want to offend women who’ve had a caesarean as if there was somehow a meaningful difference.
I’m saying there’s a symbolic one, in this context.
My mom would always rag on my sister because she was born vaginally, but had to give birth to her own child by c-section due to breach position. I understand first-hand that mothers are not intrinsically good for their children, but the circumstances of the birth process that are out of their hands isn’t really one of the things to judge them on.
Well you’ll be happy to know that isn’t one the things I judge her for.
I’ve no need to.
As I said, it’s just symbolic of how disconnected she is in my life anyway. I understand there is no meaningful difference and would disencourage anyone from attributing any to it.
It’s more the “minimum effort” sort of thing my mom has going on. See before “I left at 15”. edit Sorry the “before” is in another thread
I don’t think it was elective, no, it was because me and my brothers werr were all super large and wouldn’t really have fit. Too much for her to handle? That’s why I had to be own my own? That sort of thing more than anything “untimely ripped”.
But see the thing is my mom’s attitude reflects the attitude of the society, so it’s more like they looked at the ultras and went “oh, that’s gonna be too hard”.
And that’s something I’ve kept hearing all my life. People not wanting to do something because it has the possibility of going wrong. Everything does. That doesn’t mean you shouldn’t try. Even when the odds are super low.
I’m not shaming my mom for the C-sections. I am shaming her, but not for THAT.
Yeah I’ve seen what the baby’s skull goes through in birth, I don’t feel like I’ve missed out. Although there are also studies as to the reactions of the immune system to the birthing canal. But there’s studies into everything. Like I said, there’s no meaningful difference. It’s not as if I go around thinking people are “smushbrains” because they were born “naturally”, nor do I ever shame anyone FOR having a c-section. I might shame people who have had them, but not FOR having had them.
I’ve had major abdominal surgery two times and it’s no joke. And mine wasn’t like a thing that wished to come out. I spent almost a week in the ICU.
I learned the hard way, like you, that blood relatives do not automatically get a free pass. In fact, I’d say that blood relatives need to be held to higher standards.
My mom was complicit; she witnessed some of the physical abuses my brother put me through, and she and my dad chalked it up to “boys will be boys”.
I will breathe a little easier the day she moves on from this world.
We might be the same person. If I had met my mom under any other circumstance, we would but be friends. Now that she’s gone full MAGA, defending Nazis, we are no longer friends.
Not when your mom deserves it.
And don’t tell me that just by the virtues of being a mom she’s somehow infallible.
She literally didn’t even give birth to me, technically.
When I still worked in the corrections system there was an incident where several of the female inmates jumped another woman because, during a conversation, she called her mother an evil cunt, and said death was to good for her. Turns out, her mom sold her for sex since she was a toddler, and these other women badly beat her, without ever even wondering why someone would say that about their mother.
Okay yeah, wow, that’s shocking.
Just to be clear, my mom’s not on that level and doesn’t deserve to die, nor is she an evil cunt (I’d say closer to an uncaring [insert-unflattering-comparison-of-your-choice-that-isn’t-toooffensive]), but I won’t be praising her for much either.
Oh, I didn’t assume your mom was like that. There is fffaaaarrrr less vile shit that would qualify for no contact. When you are in the corrections system, you just begin to see more common terrible things as “normal”, and only the really, truly, fucked up shit stands out. So this is the story I remember, because it was so fucked every jaded, dead inside, asshole, working at the jail was talking about it.
I wonder if it’s a prison thing. Like, perhaps lots of offenders, or at least a portion of them, are moms which may have done quite violent things to protect their children. So then it’s become like a prison rule that “you don’t criticise moms”, and prison rules are obeyed no matter what.
Like say there are cases of people actually being tried for CSAM for having naked selfies of themselves on their phone when they were underage. It’s not too common, and that would be the far end. But then like small transgressions of like 15years with 17-18 year old men. That guy gets charged for sexually assaulting a minor and goes to prison for it and you know they’re not gonna listen to reason about it being “an exaggeration”, he’s just treated as bad as any pedo might. Well I may be putting it a bit black and white, but I’m sure you understand what I’m getting at.
Mom’s in general are a rather terrifying force. Usually for good. But I’d hate to be on the bad side of that when it turns bad.
Like this is what the good side looks like, imo. (Say what you will about the franchise, I’ve still emotional connetion to it before the author went completely mask-off cuckoo.)
Not my daughter you BITCH! - HD
I genuinely can’t watch that without tearing up a bit. Even just now when I just watched the clip, lol.
There’s also a quote from a Doctor Who Christmas Special, where a mom from the 1940’s goes through a portal to a scifi world in the future where there’s industrial workers, who stop her at gunpoint. She turns the tables on them, despite there being three industrial workers with guns all of them, she gets the drop on them by disarming them by crying. The woman worker demands they drop their guns. Then she pulls out a pistol, “it’s wartime England”, and drops the act. Bill Bailey’s character says to her “There’s nothing you could say to convince me you’d ever use that gun.” And her reply is just: “Oh really? Well, I’m looking for my children.”
The reasons are individual and vary greatly. A lot of them were actually badly abused by their mothers. Their mother has narcissism, or some other personality disorder, and they were raised in an environment that, though they were abused, they internalized it, and believed their mother when she said it was their fault. So they, very deeply, want nothing more than the approval of their mother/family in general. Even when they consciously know this is the reality of their situation it still doesn’t change their desires, and they develop defensive tendencies towards their abuser. In more recent times the demographics of correctional facilities have been changing. White women, who are from much more wealthy, than normal, backgrounds, are the fastest growing demographic in the US penal system. The vast majority of their convictions are possession, or crimes surrounding drug use. Possession, prostitution, theft, and fraud are the big ones. A good number of these women actually had good parents, and home lives. Their reasons for falling into the desperation that leads to drug use are more external, and systemic, than what was most common in times past.
Point being, there is no one factor that holds the most weight for this type of thinking. I could be here for hours discussing demographics, programs, approaches, outcomes, recidivism rates, etc. as my primary job was data analysis for what was called the offender management system (OMS). I don’t have it in me right now.
I’m with you on not excusing a person just because they’re your family.
I just want to know, “technically?”
Well I never travel through her birthing canal.
Caesarean, like with all my (3) siblings.
So she bore me, but didn’t technically birth me. But thats semantics and I don’t want to offend women who’ve had a caesarean as if there was somehow a meaningful difference.
I’m saying there’s a symbolic one, in this context.
My mom would always rag on my sister because she was born vaginally, but had to give birth to her own child by c-section due to breach position. I understand first-hand that mothers are not intrinsically good for their children, but the circumstances of the birth process that are out of their hands isn’t really one of the things to judge them on.
Well you’ll be happy to know that isn’t one the things I judge her for.
I’ve no need to.
As I said, it’s just symbolic of how disconnected she is in my life anyway. I understand there is no meaningful difference and would disencourage anyone from attributing any to it.
I haven’t lived with her since I was 15.
Okay I get the symbolism, you’re like MacDuff. “From my mother’s womb untimely ripp’d.”
And she’s not off the hook for being an asshole.
But even an uncomplicated C-section is major abdominal surgery and much more difficult to heal from than an uncomplicated vaginal birth.
And it’s often done as a response to a vaginal birth that’s going terribly wrong, in which case there can be scarring from that trauma as well.
So it’s not like it “doesn’t count.” There’s a certain amount of C-section birth shaming out there, not that you’re part of that.
It’s easier on the baby, so that’s one time you won out.
No… that’s not it.
It’s more the “minimum effort” sort of thing my mom has going on. See before “I left at 15”. edit Sorry the “before” is in another thread
I don’t think it was elective, no, it was because me and my brothers werr were all super large and wouldn’t really have fit. Too much for her to handle? That’s why I had to be own my own? That sort of thing more than anything “untimely ripped”.
But see the thing is my mom’s attitude reflects the attitude of the society, so it’s more like they looked at the ultras and went “oh, that’s gonna be too hard”.
And that’s something I’ve kept hearing all my life. People not wanting to do something because it has the possibility of going wrong. Everything does. That doesn’t mean you shouldn’t try. Even when the odds are super low.
I’m not shaming my mom for the C-sections. I am shaming her, but not for THAT.
Yeah I’ve seen what the baby’s skull goes through in birth, I don’t feel like I’ve missed out. Although there are also studies as to the reactions of the immune system to the birthing canal. But there’s studies into everything. Like I said, there’s no meaningful difference. It’s not as if I go around thinking people are “smushbrains” because they were born “naturally”, nor do I ever shame anyone FOR having a c-section. I might shame people who have had them, but not FOR having had them.
I’ve had major abdominal surgery two times and it’s no joke. And mine wasn’t like a thing that wished to come out. I spent almost a week in the ICU.
Same. Sometimes mothers have issues that make them unworthy of the title and all you can do is distance yourself from them when you get the chance.
I learned the hard way, like you, that blood relatives do not automatically get a free pass. In fact, I’d say that blood relatives need to be held to higher standards.
My mom was complicit; she witnessed some of the physical abuses my brother put me through, and she and my dad chalked it up to “boys will be boys”.
I will breathe a little easier the day she moves on from this world.
We might be the same person. If I had met my mom under any other circumstance, we would but be friends. Now that she’s gone full MAGA, defending Nazis, we are no longer friends.