I met my internet best friend this summer and I think that’s how she felt about me.
We had an okay time together but our friendship doesn’t feel the same anymore (in a bad way) and it’s 100% my fault because I was agressively insecure all the time. I was meeting someone from the internet for the very first time and it was also the very first time I left my country completely on my own.
However, that trip and meetup changed me a lot for the better. I feel like I matured a lot after that.
I hope she will forgive me and give me a second chance. I will also very much understand if she doesn’t.
Is it possible that all of that is in your head and it’s just your insecurities talking? It’s actually super common to feel like your friends don’t like you because you were super awkward, when in reality it’s exclusively in your head. I’ve been on both sides of this situation multiple times, and 100% of the time it was absolutely a false feeling.
It’s very possible that she felt nervous or something too.
She was nervous as well. The fact that I was nervous was not the problem, but the way I expressed it was. When I’m nervous/anxious I tend to take it out on others and basically try to drag others down with me and when she’s nervous she very much keeps it to herself.
I met my internet best friend this summer and I think that’s how she felt about me.
We had an okay time together but our friendship doesn’t feel the same anymore (in a bad way) and it’s 100% my fault because I was agressively insecure all the time. I was meeting someone from the internet for the very first time and it was also the very first time I left my country completely on my own.
However, that trip and meetup changed me a lot for the better. I feel like I matured a lot after that.
I hope she will forgive me and give me a second chance. I will also very much understand if she doesn’t.
Have you talked to her about how you feel?
No, I haven’t.
I know that I should but I’m having a hard time getting myself to talk about it.
Is it possible that all of that is in your head and it’s just your insecurities talking? It’s actually super common to feel like your friends don’t like you because you were super awkward, when in reality it’s exclusively in your head. I’ve been on both sides of this situation multiple times, and 100% of the time it was absolutely a false feeling.
Maybe… 🤔
Easiest way out which will still be helpful: send her the link to that comment of yours.
I was actually thinking about that.
I second you should send her that link.
It’s very possible that she felt nervous or something too.
I want to be in the comments as well. Good luck
Thank you :)
She was nervous as well. The fact that I was nervous was not the problem, but the way I expressed it was. When I’m nervous/anxious I tend to take it out on others and basically try to drag others down with me and when she’s nervous she very much keeps it to herself.