Haha, Americans are fat. I mean, it’s true: American obesity is about 40 percent. I blame wheat.

I had MP3 tracks for my car dedicated to this sound effect (both Enterprise and Voyager). With the subs, you could really feel it. Very soothing.

That’s all you can say!

First off, thank you for reaching out. I lost two friends to self destruction, and I’d hate to see anyone else go down that path without any true understanding. You are loved, you are special, you are everything.

I see that you said you’re an old adult, yet in another comment you say you’re 35. That’s still quite young (I’m 47). You’ve got a long way to go, and believe me, it gets better with the right frame of mind. I would encourage you to start listening (or reading) to Alan Watts. The man saved my life (I was certainly on the precipice about 6 years ago), and not only that, but he helped me realize who I really am inside. There is a lot of his lectures on YouTube.

If you like lofi/hip hop, I would definitely check out Akira the Don’s Wattswave albums (II, IV, V, and VI), available on YouTube. It takes a lot of Alan’s works and summarizes them into easily-digestible beats. I started on IV, but II and V is my favorite.

From there, I listened to his other lectures as well as getting into philosophy, mostly Eastern, especially the Tao and Zen Buddhism. If that scratches an itch, here are some of my current favorites…

Books:

• The Book by Alan Watts
• Tao Te Ching by Lao Tzu
• The Book of Five Rings by Musashi Miyamoto
• Dokkodo by Musashi Miyamoto
• Siddhartha by Herman Hesse
• Meditatons by Marcus Aurelius
• The Undiscovered Self by Carl Jung
• The Archaic Revival by Terence McKenna

Video:

• After Skool on YouTube
• Kurzgesagt on YouTube

Remember that you are loved, even if it’s just from a stranger on the internet.

Oh honey, that’s how it starts.

Go back to Reddit.

Never Gonna Give You Up, aka The Rick Roll.

Circus peanuts! Even as a kid, those things were disgusting.

I know you said movies, but a soundtrack for a show I’m hooked on currently is Legion (FX/Marvel, on Hulu). The whole entire show has an amazing cast to begin with, but Jeff Russo (Fargo, Star Trek Discovery, more) and Noah Hawley put together one hell of a score. I highly recommend it and the show.

So, like a peach, huh? I’m half tempted to try this now.

Omg, another Soma fan! I’ve been listening for years! Groove Salad/Classic, Synphaera, and Suburbs of Goa are my favs. This is my jam!

Yeah, I can see that, but it’s like $70. Yes, I looked.

Milk frother for my morning latte.

That, despite my feelings and emotions at the time, I would never be a girl. So, that was a fucking lie.

Fresh-cut honeydew, pineapple and strawberries. I usually have them alongside coffee (latte) with a bowl of yogurt and GF granola.

Control’s Third Act Villain. I’ve tried it so many times and failed. I shelved the game for now, but I’ll try it again sometime. It’s just so infuriating how distracting the enemies are and trying to knock this boss out without dying.

Ahh, but then your wish would never happen, because you wouldn’t be around to wish it in the first place.

I almost ripped a nail off trying to open my edibles a few weeks back. I now put them in a few childproof jars from other edibles that I’ve saved.

On a side note: those bags aren’t childproof, as any kid with a pair of safety scissors is going to make quick work of them.

An egocentric attitude, like they’re the main character. Super fucking annoying.