Did you find any hidden gems there?

People also sometimes to say to believe in god. I am not against that but I do not get god. How can I get anything anyway that is outside my own comprehension. Outside the laws of the universe, my brain cant visualize it. And I do not think the man in a sky god can be real.

I think that if you wish to pursue this, you are on the right path. There is no dude floating in the sky. You can’t visualise Him, religion is something you experience.

Even if I do make friends what do u do with friends? You just joke around with them or get a cup of tea.

Play together. Music, games. whatever you fancy. Travel, explore new places. Experience new sights, tastes and smells.

What else should I do?

Explore! Try new things! Every now and then there are questions about cheap or free hobbies to do. You could ask again or search for previous threads.

I wish I was good at music

You can’t be good without first being bad. If you are better than AI then that’s enough. And you are better than AI because you are human.

Music recommendation: Giorgio by Moroder

Sounds like some ancient civilization that abandoned suddenly their cities.

edit: what do you do about glitched chunk borders?

Over the course of the last several days, I have received a constant stream of harassing messages, death threats, and threats of doxxing over DM, Matrix, Github, and Codeberg.

It’s also sad the reaction of loud minority of crazy people that will send stuff like that. No one should receive death threats.

We all make mistakes.

If you want to see that really strong magnet: https://youtu.be/OC7sNfNuTNU at 1:34:55

CCTV monitoring - a lot of time to read, write and think; but friend’s boss had an issue with them scrolling on the phone. The hours are quite long but uneventful.

Homogeneity of the in-group.

There are people coming in, and they are different. Differences cause discomfort. There are two solutions to that. Accept them making the in-group more diverse, or gate keep and kick them out to keep the identity of the in-group.

My passion and desire is forcing me to work. Time to become a monk i guess

After the 4th hour I get a headache so bad that I am unable to function.

Thanks for the comprehensive answer. I will need to process that I can’t do all the things I wish I would be doing; and learn how to take a break. Some time ago I installed the pomodoro timer but it has been sitting misused on my desktop tray. I think it should finally get some use.

Instance matters as every instance has different “all” and “local” feed. It helps with organic discovery of communities.

Also check out plethora of different apps for your smartphones, if that’s your jam.

For networking mastodon side of fediverse would be better for it. There you can follow, and talk with individuals. Not the hive mind of a community.

Technically you can talk from lemmy to mastodon, but it’s better to make a mastodon account.

If you want to give up your feelings and pursuit then yes, if not then no.

If space is a contraint washing bowl in the shower could also work.

Mage - because they won’t expect that melee is also deadly

There’s no trouble here

Schizophrenia has pre-halucination phase that isn’t that severe. As I love all humans I am concerned about your wellbeing. As they say prevention is better than cure. I would love for you to seek a doctor and get a diagnosis that there is nothing wrong with you, than for you to end up couple of years from now in mental facility.

If you have aphantasia, could it be that you imagined those rings and you just don’t know how imagination feels? Something like “Is my red the same as your red?”, most people know how imagination works, but you don’t know how to interpret it?

The important distinction is when artists “conduit” stuff like this, they can easily discern fact from fiction; reality from fantasy. When they imagine a spaceship or an alien they know that those things aren’t real.

A doctor would help you asses if you have trouble, differentiating thoughts that are based on reality and those that aren’t. Human minds are little shits that lie, and some people have trouble seeing past those lies. Doctors have devised methods to help those people.

soul/spirit has it’s own ways of experience

to achieve that insight it takes years of meditative practice, it doesn’t just happen on it’s own. That insight happens during action of meditation, just as we take action of seeing.

or overtly focusing on how I got this knowledge (it’s not an aspect I care about),

Because there doesn’t seem to be cosmic-scale object that looks like this. Epistemological aspect of this information is important, because it will inform us if it’s just mind playing tricks or a real phenomenon.

How did you acquire this knowledge?

Edit: Have you consulted with a doctor about this? Knowledge doesn’t just appear in your head. People usually read, watch or hear something and form new knowledge based on the experience.