

Something about there being a record of what I said that can be checked and rechecked as many times as wanted gives me mad anxiety. Like they can analyse just how weird I talk. With a phonecall, all that remains is memory, and that makes people way more inclined to give me the benefit of the doubt.
I figure I’m not so important for people to be analyzing an email multiple times just to judge my emailing skills. If I’m a weirdo they’ll think “man, that was kinda weird” and forget about it
I got sent to a special ed school that didn’t even have actual classes cause they thought us autistic kids were too stupid for that